Hmm...
This sucks...
The moment i heard that song...
I cant beleive it...
Im sorry...
I remember the times we spent together..
The scar in my heart just opened...
After that i realized how much i loved you..
After this fall...
I just could'nt get up...
Should have never let you go away..
Coz now my life don't seem right...
I really wished i could rewind time...
Just to hold you one last time...
Just to look at you again...
Just to call you my baby..
As i gaze into that ring i bought...
Those 8 letters...Fl.......
All the old memories just look vague...
That sweet voice of yours....
Was the cure to anything...
Just 4 days before that special date...
So... All the while you were in my heart...
27th Jan 2009... I tot it was the beginning of a great relationship...
13th Feb 2009... I remembered it all like it was just yesterday...
14th Feb 2009... You could'nt make it...
23rd Feb 2009... That text you sent to me...
Where it all ended...
Monday. 02:40:18pm..
These few words really mean to me...
"a night when rain is falling... you come back to my memories... i promised to be fine without you... but i cant help it... drank it all... smoked all that shit... but i still feel empty... a day without you is too long.. i pray to forget you... without you, i cant find happiness... i cant even cry... i dont wana live anymore... its pissing me off... im going crazy.. i wana see you.. but i cant... its over... i'll be right there... im sorry but i love you... doing ok? it was all a lie... now i know i need you... out of anger... i locked my self away...i should'nt have let you go away... all is dedicated into these words... no one knew... Alone. without anyone knowing... wandering through it all... i tried to laugh everything off... if worked awhile... but now... forgetting you slowly... trying not to be in pain...